Loser Moments

I have a lot on my shoulders right now.

I have my english project due tomorrow and i totally blew it off this weekend.

I've had about 2 months to start this thing and i NEVER did.

I have nothing for it.

If i don't do this project i fail english 11 and school once again.

Why am i not doing this stuff?

I mean is there something really wrong with me that i DON'T know about?

I've been on Prozac for a good 5-6 years.

I just had the dose increased (40mg instead of 20mg)

It seemed to help.

I'm not sleeping AS much as i did.

I'm interesting in getting all my work done except for these stupid projects.

(I don't know whay i'm writing like this)

I want to graduate but i HATE this fricken english.

My mom doesn't believe in me and it's like the rest of my family (that i never see) have more faith in me then who i see everyday!

It upsets me.

I know i'm lazy and i need a job.

I guess right now Family Dollar is hiring days.....not sure but they are hiring.

I need to try for that job.

Means i can't steal from there anymore but whatever.

McDonalds is also hiring.

I need a job i don't care.

I'm just at a loss of what is happening in my life.

Old flames are occuring.

I'm upset with myself.