It's Been Awhile
Life has been changing for me. Heidi is having Jordon this week. Thrusday or Friday. It all depends. I'm lost in my life as of always. My ex is and asshole. Yes indeed a huge ass. Why do i even bother? Why don't i try to look for something more? Maybe someone who i deserve. I mean he can be a good guy and all, but he has his times where he is just plain ridiclous. We aren't even going out, yet he thinks he can tell me when to go home. "It's after 11 why aren't you home?!" Sorry i'm chillen with Devin playing some Halo 2. I didn't think it'd be such a problem dad. I know i deserve better and i know i could probably find better......but i guess im "in da nile".
It's getting warmer out. Still in the 40's and such but moving up nicely. The winter is still young though.
I'm not carrying around my Rice Baby anymore! I feel a little odd. I've had to carry that damn thing for so long it just doesn't feel right not having it. I made him a myspace. Yes that bored in life and enough time on my hands.
www.myspace.com/babygertabek07
Pictures of him and his "family" also a birthday cake....excuse me and my friends are fat and wanted some cake!!! Pretty yummy cake if i may say so.
Shamrock shakes are out and about!! I love the month of March for this reason only. My grandmother died on the 17th 8 years ago (this coming saturday), my exes birthday is the 20th, Leonard died on the 6th, and it's still crappy outside.
But Jordon will be born soon and Amanda's birthday was yesterday. Maybe as the years go on i'll find more things to love about March. Only time will tell.
Well I was posting this earlier this week but now that it's been 4 days, Heidi had Jordon later tuesday at 8:38pm. He's beautiful and i'm in love with him already. I took a few pictures of him and heidi. Also Ron and him. I posted them on my myspace and i posted them on Heidi's too. I can't wait to see them again. Maybe later today or sometime soon maybe monday? Who knows. But i'm so happy that everything went well. She was in at 6ish and had him by 8:40. for her first birth that was crazy labor time. She's defiantly built for pushing out babies.
It's getting warmer out. Still in the 40's and such but moving up nicely. The winter is still young though.
I'm not carrying around my Rice Baby anymore! I feel a little odd. I've had to carry that damn thing for so long it just doesn't feel right not having it. I made him a myspace. Yes that bored in life and enough time on my hands.
www.myspace.com/babygertabek07
Pictures of him and his "family" also a birthday cake....excuse me and my friends are fat and wanted some cake!!! Pretty yummy cake if i may say so.
Shamrock shakes are out and about!! I love the month of March for this reason only. My grandmother died on the 17th 8 years ago (this coming saturday), my exes birthday is the 20th, Leonard died on the 6th, and it's still crappy outside.
But Jordon will be born soon and Amanda's birthday was yesterday. Maybe as the years go on i'll find more things to love about March. Only time will tell.
Well I was posting this earlier this week but now that it's been 4 days, Heidi had Jordon later tuesday at 8:38pm. He's beautiful and i'm in love with him already. I took a few pictures of him and heidi. Also Ron and him. I posted them on my myspace and i posted them on Heidi's too. I can't wait to see them again. Maybe later today or sometime soon maybe monday? Who knows. But i'm so happy that everything went well. She was in at 6ish and had him by 8:40. for her first birth that was crazy labor time. She's defiantly built for pushing out babies.
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